I HAVE A LIFE TO LIVE

LOVE|HATRED
SUCCESS|FAILURE
FILLED|EMPTY
ME|YOU

The world is full of ironies. All I wanna have is a balanced life.

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It has been months. But still I cannot seem to find the answers to my question. Not that I am questioning His will. I am just curious. I know for sure He knows what’s best for each one of us. But still I cannot help but ask “Why?”. For the record, I haven’t tried sharing this with somebody. Just the thought of talking about it breaks my heart. Just like now, I wanted to write about it but I just can’t. The pain I felt that night seems to be still somewhere in me. I do not want to cry. No it’s not just about the crying. I just do not want to trigger the pain. *sighs

I want to continue. But my chest aches; literally. Gawd. When will I ever have the courage to speak my heart about this?